LasloTheStrange
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Re: Whats upsetting you...?
My best friend and I are slowly killing each other and I don't know how much longer we are going to be in each other's lives.
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2/Dec/11, 5:46 am
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DaniIsAHorror
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Everything is sh.it, currently.
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2/Jan/12, 2:48 am
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DaniIsAHorror
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...I'm just so hurt.
She seems good for him, and I know I'm leaving and that we couldn't go anywhere from here. But the same night of my surprise going-away party, and only a few days after what happened with us on Saturday and how amazing that was, and all that's been said and done, and what people have told me he has said about me, all those nice things...I'm just hurt.
Only a week more before I'd be gone, he couldn't wait?
Now, when I say goodbye, I can't give the goodbye I wanted to, his new girlfriend would be standing off to the side. All I can do now is just a simple hug and a "goodbye". I can't tell him I love him, I can't kiss him again, I can't tell him that he is such an amazing person...I can't.
The letter I wrote him, that says everything, I almost don't want to give it to him now, because that would be awkward with his new girlfriend standing over his shoulder.
I understand more than anyone that I'm leaving, and we couldn't be. Believe me. But I just am not pleased with the timing or how the situation was carried out. And it just hurts.
And I can't even talk to him about it.
Edited by DaniIsAHorror, 20/Jan/12, 4:27 pm
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i'd give anything to be five again.
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6/Feb/12, 11:17 am
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DaniIsAHorror
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Since I've moved, everything's turned more $hit.
I just feel so alone and empty without my friends, which I have none of anymore in Boston from when I was a kid.
I love being here, this was my first home, but damn...I miss my life back in Florida. I wish a lot of parts of there could have moved with me, like my friends and events.
I NEVER thought I'd say I missed how things were in Florida...
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6/Feb/12, 3:01 pm
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Dani, i'm going to give you a bug hug and two thousand more. remember to smell the roses every once in a while, the sky above you is more wonderous than anything to have ever existed. life eill find you a way.
my sister wont stop playing silly k.pop songs. get me out of here. i think i'm turning korean.
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DaniIsAHorror
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^Thank you. =]
Is it sad that I'm actually quite literally upset about the fact that I'll never ever be able to see The Beatles in their peak, or ever for that matter, along with many many other fantastic British Invasion and psychedelic/freakbeat bands, and I'll never get to see David Bowie perform as Ziggy Stardust, and I'll never be there to see when punk started...
It actually depresses me that I wasn't born early on enough in the world to witness these great things happening, and can only watch poor-quality memories of them and listen to recordings...Damn...I should have been born in 1948, to live through all of it as I'm living now. Not 1995...So much involving pop culture is near awful now.
Edited by DaniIsAHorror, 24/Feb/12, 8:06 pm
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